I HATE summer and all it’s hot, icky, sweaty, nastiness

Loathe it

I fear this triple digit heat wave is never going to end

I long for a tiny bit of chill in the air

Even if it’s only for a brief moment at 6am

I really need a vacay away from this horrible, terrible, disgusting place weather

Or to just move myself to Eugene, Oregon (my current obsession)

Is it Fall yet?

Why, oh why, is tomorrow not a holiday Monday?

Boo

I am so gullible

This is cause for much embarrassment and oftentimes a rather unpleasant amount of hurt feelings

Today has turned into a hurt feelings day

I wish I didn’t take everyone at their word so that I might be more prepared for the letdown later on

Or maybe I just wouldn’t be so let down at all, because I would be expecting it

Whatever

*sigh*

Wanna know what I discovered this week?

Purex laundry soap is an asshole. It makes a person itch. Including some places that it should be illegal to have an itch.

All the itching. All over.

Thank God that bottle of soap got empty.

I may complain about the price of Tide, but it’s worth every damn penny y’all.

Also an asshole? July and all its hot icky sweaty days and stifling oppressive sleepless nights.

Is it Fall yet?

Today was not a very good day

It seems like no matter how hard I try or how patient I try to be, nothing is getting better

I feel like I have no power or control over my life

I don’t think I want too much, expect too much

I just want a healthy, happy life

But it’s always just beyond my reach

I’m frustrated and angry

And entirely exhausted 

I want to cry until there are no more tears

And I REALLY need Jack to reinstall my punching bag